Intoxicated

I'm intoxicated just can't take it 

Everyday of my life I feel like I'm faded

To a place I don't recognize or care to be

All this care free living don't really scare me

I said I'm intoxicated just can't take it

Everyday of my life I feel like I'm kinda faded

I don't wanna be don't wanna don't wanna be

I just want to go home

To where my bed is 

To Where my heart lies

To where my chest gets big when I talk to bar flies

Where it's actually refreshing to sniff the outside

And on Sunday mornings we like to go for a drive

Where our shoes fit nice and everybody is polite

And I can say your girls pretty without starting a fight

Because we all self aware nobody is jealous

And she doesn't get mad when I kick it with the fellas

Cause she knows that she's mine and I know that I'm hers

I've learned self expression through rappin my words

I've learned every situation doesn't have a cure

And I know I'm gonna make it through at least I'm pretty sure

I've been gone for sometime just long enough to feel that the churning in my stomach is actually real

I called home the other night and felt it go away

I might be gone for a time but you know I can't stay

Cause I'm intoxicated just can't take it

Everyday of my life I feel like I'm faded

To a place I don't recognize or care to be

I just wanna go home

Home where the road only knows one path

Where my nose can tell me where exactly I'm standing at

Cause familiar smells bring comforting feelings

Helps us forget these prison cells even have ceilings

Helps to cope with the feelings that we talk with to the dawn 

Another late night doubtful and when the day breaks I'm gone 

We're all just pawns in this game 

And I just keep on singin

And my phone keeps ringin

And my head keeps spinnin

And I keep on thinkin that there's something that I'm forgettin