Some nights I don't sleep at all
staring at a spider as its creeping up the wall
I ain't got no one else in this device I can call
I hate my whole damn life I feel small
at a crossroad talkin to lost souls
they hit me back to say they understand my thoughts though
leavin my heart open like my soul is leakin
the worlds so cold I stay below freezin
People breathe hatred for no reason
destined for greatness
Tryin to make it up to heaven but I'm stressing on the wait list
It feels like I'm the only one that can save this
its an internal battle between hope and fear
my reflection in the ocean is all smoke and mirrors
I'm hoping people can keep an open ear